NEWSFLASH: I'M NOT A PERFECT PERSON.
I know that comes as a big shock to all of you, but it's the truth. A long time ago, people used to tell me I was "too perfect" or "too good." If they could just see me now! HA!
I want to grow. I want to learn more and be more like God. My heart's desire is to please Him and do what He wants me to do. There are some other things I want as well, and I still hope they are in my future (and not so distant future at that).
In the meantime, I read 1 Corinthians 13 and I think I'm not walking in love like I should. I should be nicer to some people. But at the same time...ugh...I'm not sure how to say this...
Is it so wrong to not talk to somebody because of things that happened in the past? It seems like I NEED to not have anything to do with some people in order to move forward. Is that wrong? And whether it is or isn't, where is the line? Or am I just making this more difficult than it is? I just want some things settled once and for all. I'm tired of see-sawing back and forth, unsure of what to do.
I don't know if this post makes any sense. If it doesn't, well, it came straight from my thoughts, so you see what a jumbled mess THAT is!
